| 5 april 2021, 8:42pm, monday | read the word antinomy in a text for class. looked for the definition, could only find something about a particular element. realized i had been searching for the term antimony instead. many hours later, doing a reading for another class. this time, it mentions antimony. (antinomy: a contradiction between two beliefs or conclusions that are in themselves reasonable; a paradox) |
| 29 march 2021, 7:23am, monday | did not sleep last night. found many references to jbh, tt, and ac. i know that my mind is searching for patterns in nothing, but the pattern is the pattern. |